Joy beneath painted rainbows




Nina Amiliah.
Like any other women, I have my own idol, I want a happy life student under pressure. I want to explore Africa, marry a pilot, honeymoon in a hot air balloon and get solemnise on water! FT students are real hot. Brad Pitt and Barack Obama, they are my idol.




Monday, June 16, 2008
untitled ; Nina.


okay i just like cancelled everything i've typed. so stupid.

love is when you shed a tears
when he said he loves another girl
and you say you'll be happy for him
when all you do is actually cry.


i just realised, between love and the desire to own
are two different things.



okay la im not trying to be jiwang here la. these are just sentences that captured my heart the moment i herard or read them. didnt go for my ss remedial know. been having bad feelings since morning eh. i've been having weird dreams too. like me killing someone with an axe(not mentioning who) and also a pistol. and and oooooooooooooooooo havin g lotsa cash in my purse. oh how i wish it'll come true.
omg im still having butterfly in my stomache la.


its been a week since that thigy happened. im alright im still breathing. seriously im okay with it already. but that day when you(you know who you are but i dont mean anything. serious)told me that he called you and stuffs, i got a bit of jealous and i dont know. its just a feeling. but seriously babe im not blaming you. i bet its a normal thing normal feeling to have sometimes. really really im getting on well. and that day, that day i was angry thats why i typed all those stuff. too emotional.(atleat i realise)
okay okay enough of all that already. ;)

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