 Like any other women, I have my own idol, I want a happy life student under pressure. I want to explore Africa, marry a pilot, honeymoon in a hot air balloon and get solemnise on water! FT students are real hot. Brad Pitt and Barack Obama, they are my idol. |
Monday, June 09, 2008
who's ditching who? ; Nina. the patched up was really a big mistake. im not gonna cry like how i did the first time. its tiring and damn exhausting(its the same thing). but i really want to thank you man. my morning was real great to received a msg from you. like should i type them all and let people read. okay i guess i should. lets start. msging in the morning like at one forty seven. wait should i say your name? yeah okay i will. fadly: hey you asleep yet? i know this sounds harsh. but i wanna break up. cause i dont have feelings for you. sigh.;( (like why are sighing b-a-s-t-a-r-d?) nina: okay fine. but i need an explanation. fadly: cause i've found the right girl. nina: ooh thats fast. who's she? Fadly: she's a girl. nina: hahahaha like duh she's a girl. you mean all that while was a try out? no feelings? fadly: uhm. dont msg me anymore cause she doesnt like girls to msg me. (what a loser you are guy) nina: yeah good for you. she must be a real good girl. empty plain lies! bye! oh since i cant msg you anymore.the last one im going to ask a favour from you. i may sound like a damn bitch (you make me sound like a bitch). but pls tell her that she dont have to not like girls to msg you cause she should know that you wont flirt, right?you wont leave her? hahahaha. should i say all the best? heh! what goes around her comes around? hahaha. bye syg! oops. :) and he didint reply. hahahaha look man. i dont need a guy if he's like you. i have to admit that you're hot and that i still love you.(omg i cant believe i said that but i really do.) but that doesnt mean anything. i really want to cry but i cant. im sad, i want to cry but i cant. im angry and thats why im typing all this. but i still cant cry. maybe you really are a s-w-e-e-t talker. (should've listened to kat.) should i claim all the days you owe me? or should i say owed? the oh-your-so-special-day and the nina-oh-so-pretty-day. omg! i just cant believe this. hahaha funny kan. oh my all the "you know i wont leave you, right?" and the "everytime im with you, i could feel my wounded heart are healing" like omg. you told me your previous ex ditched you for another guy. may i ask you who's ditching who right now?(i thank your ex for doing that. you deserve it.) and and oh! the "will you fall for guys easily" qn? was it for me or for you? who's the one having an affair? hahaha. you really are unpredictable. im in pain right now. i really wish you are standing right in front of me right now so that i could slap your face. oh my! and will she be the first to taste your bike? which is like next year? (oh whoever that b-i-t-c-h is, she's just one.) maybe im too softspoken. huh? or maybe im too patient and trust you so much that you even have a relationship with that bitch even before you break up with me. i didnt know you are smart. AND FADLY ALFADY, I SWEAR TO MYSELF THAT IM NOT GONNA CRY FOR YOU FOR THE SECOND TIME. CAUSE ITS STUPID! IM NOT GONNA LET THIS HAPPEN THE THIRD TIME. YOU'RE NOT WOTRH CRYING FOR. SADISTIC CREATURE!(whatever that means) OH GOD IN SUPER MAD! well like i told you. what goes around comes around right? we'll see how long will your relationship last? 4 months? 2 months? hahaha. p/s: oh fadly how i wish you read this. and im sorry i call your girlfriend a bitch, boy. |
