Joy beneath painted rainbows




Nina Amiliah.
Like any other women, I have my own idol, I want a happy life student under pressure. I want to explore Africa, marry a pilot, honeymoon in a hot air balloon and get solemnise on water! FT students are real hot. Brad Pitt and Barack Obama, they are my idol.




Monday, June 30, 2008
why why? ; Nina.


why cant i be as kind as mum and dad?
why cant i be as softspoken as dad?
why cant i be as forgiving as dad?
why cant i be as softhearted as mum?
why am different from then? i mean im their daughter. i know im their one and only daughter. they are always willing to help others no matter what. no matter its 3 or 4 in the morning. i always hesitate when i feel like helping. get what i mean? why cant they pass down their good and commendable character to me? i hate it when they say brother looks more like dad. i know im being selfish but i just dont like it. i know i look more like dad than mum. my lips maybe. but my nose, eye, cheek.. its from dad. sigh i dont know why im typing all this crap but i feel that... hmm nvm


and where are you my mr national day?