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Thursday, July 31, 2008
; Nina. girls next door!  tight tight schedule ; Nina.  im on a very tight schedule from now on. like seriously sia. monday? school ends at 2. 2.30 - 4.00 phy/chem remedial. 4.30- 6.30 maths tuition tuesday? the only free day after school or! art! wednesday? art compulsory till 6. thursday? 3.15-4.30, humanities remedial then after that either go home or complete art coursework. friday? school ends at 1230. thank god! BUT! 2.30-6, art coursework. saturday? 1200-1700, mathematics tuition. and then finally from 10pm to 6 the next morning will be study overnight day! hahah fun or what sia my life? anyways. these were the pictures that she took when she had nothing better to do. like wth! but okay la at least i know how i look like in class. especially mathematics! ;) ;)     the only guys in our pathetic class of nineteen! Sunday, July 27, 2008
OVERNIGHT! ; Nina. im damn tired. i went to study overnight with eliza ang hui ping till like six in the morning. like finally sia i understand how to do the bloody chemistry ionic equation. thanks ah hui ping for that amount of patience and tolerance in putting in some sense into my half dead brain. hahaa. everything actually went fine when the macdonalds delivery men came and approached us. started off with a 40 year old uncle. hahaha then a guy called matno.(i was like what? matno?) he's 18 and kinda cute. he kept coming to us to chat. you know kinda fast for a first time meeting hi kinda thing. oh he said he's in rp taking engineering course. hahaha. okay nehmind so i actually went to the mrt station at 615am but! the train only came at 640. like fuck ah. then in the train got matreps all. nehmind ah nehmind. hahaha okay im so tired thats all i can say sia. Tuesday, July 22, 2008
am i wrong? ; Nina. i dont know why? i know its wrong to do that. to repeat the same mistakes again over and over when i know its wrong. i cant fathom it. why cant human beings control their emotions? i mean i positively very sure that i can put a stop to what im going through now. i've told three of my friends and they all say the same thing to me. i truly understand and am very sure that im not going to pursue. and even if i want to, it can never happen cause it will never happen. im sorry. i dont realize when emotions starts to get control of me, when emotions turns me into a bitch who secretly betray her friend. close friend. i know things are going on as normal but im starting to realize that im the one who feels awkward when facing you, though you know nothing. i like it when he calls me for help when he put his bag on my lap when he smiles at me directly into my eye. i tried. to control. i managed to. but i realize im never satisfied. always feeling jealous. and its sickening when you thinks that i still like him when im actually liking him.(undrstand?) evil thoughts running very wild on how to make him close to me. im sorry dear friend. im sure i'll get over this very soon. soon enough before you realize that im "betraying" you. its just a crush. normal feelings girls get. nothing more than just e liking him. just say like a brother. its gonna be like before. Wednesday, July 16, 2008
BRRR! ; Nina. 93 MORE DAYS TO 'O' LEVEL! MC! ; Nina. im on mc for two days. sheesh! anyways had to go to my brother's school in the morning know to meet his teacher. damn troublesome sia. skip school somemore la so i go see your teacher often. im very free what. yeah so i went back to BENDEMEER PRIMARY SCHOOL! my primary school know. then the first person i saw was mr syed the IT teacher. he's been working there since like i was p2. good good but he didnt recognise me. okay okay and i seriously miss a lot of people. woah i tell you ah the memory. sigh. okay so i started off with walking pass the bubble tea shop, the mama shop, then blk 44a, the river, blk47a, then from far i can actually see BLUE HALL. one of our favourite hang outs as well. okay right now i seriously miss.... -AUNTY AND UNCLE BUBBLE TEA -THE SCHOOL GROUND ITSELF -HIM -HER -THE MAMA SHOP (ALWAYS ENTER THEIR TERRITORY AND MADE THEM ANGRY) -BLK 44A(now got lotsa bushes.. garden) -BLK 47A -BLUE HALL -THEM -PRIMARY 5 -PRIMARY SIX UGH THE MEMORY SEEM TO BE TOO MUCH. TOO MUCH TO CONTENT. SIGH. ARE WE EVEN GONNA REUNITE AGAIN? they come and go. Sunday, July 13, 2008
i dont need a title every single time! ; Nina. fuck lah. im applying for the dpa thingy know. hopefully im eligible for it sia. my sec three result also like fuck. think can make it ah bitch. Thursday, July 10, 2008
GRR!!!! ; Nina. im in dilemma. leisure & resort management? child psychology and early education or psychology studies? tell me tell me. nina make up your bloody mind. come on four more months eh.!!!!!!!!! temasek? ngee ann? see always indecisive. Wednesday, July 09, 2008
;) ;) ; Nina. okay like fuck im having ulcer la right now. in the mouth. fuck. i cant even talk properly then everyone tease me (whaft?) understand not? hhahaha. macam siak tau hari ni. dalah tk buat english homewok then chemistry class have to stand up because didnt bring stupid textbook. hahaha. but quite fun ah huh, mdm tham. hahaha. with riduan, ramanan, azfar all. chemistry class never fail to make me laugh. lol! i swear sia. then i rushed know copy english from za then skali my teacher never check. wahlau waste my energy only. tired know write write. grr! hahaha. woah tried to apply for dpa(direct poly admission) but dont want to rush ah huh later regret. its matter of life babe. ahahaha. and fuck, luthfi! kau punyer baju PE sikit punyer wangi! bau green tea siak! joking eh joking. tak malu duit aku, kau yang bagi bagi eh. hahahaha. im damn bored i swear im going off soon. like from this school. grr! cant wait to graduate, work then enjoyx siaxxx. SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGG. hehee. saw REZKY ADITYA's picture this morning using hanan's phone for internet (sorry darling) and that rally make my day okay. haha okay tata. going home seeing him on SCTV tonight. haha watch kay nina dont sleep. 7PM! Saturday, July 05, 2008
you are my life saver! ; Nina. GOD! almost everyone i know are like crazily in like with hot guys from britain, england, america and so on. but as for me. im completely miles away. im in like with the indonesians. actors. they are just simply so hot! here he is. gosh i really want to meet you lah. i dont mind going to bandung or jakarta.(if im able to) just to see you rezky hahaha.his lips ares exy. oh my! he melt my heart and my everything. im not obsess. im just in love.    Labels: grr Wednesday, July 02, 2008
lol! ; Nina. haha im currently blogging in art room. suppose to like do my coursework but its okay nevermind. wah fuck this morning went to toilet. then i like left my wallet in the cubicle. unfortunately a bad tempered ah soh went in. so i told the girl next to me. idk why but i went 'uhm my wallet is inside. then the girl said 'she's a very bad tempered woman you know. sigh. so waited for a while. thank god my wallet was still in there. too much cash in it. okay. haha. i wonder what will happen if mum found out. hahaha. oh yeah i started tuition already. yes ah. gerek pe. okay okay i shall get going. do my art. scared ah teacher suspicious. |
