Joy beneath painted rainbows




Nina Amiliah.
Like any other women, I have my own idol, I want a happy life student under pressure. I want to explore Africa, marry a pilot, honeymoon in a hot air balloon and get solemnise on water! FT students are real hot. Brad Pitt and Barack Obama, they are my idol.




Wednesday, August 06, 2008
im perverse ; Nina.


i dont know whats wrong with me. is it because the hormones in me are changing drastically? omg!
okay firstly i get irritated with eliza fucking easily. even the slightest thing she did i'll have this irritation in me. fuck lah.'
then few days back i shouted at Kat in the canteen during recess over a slightest thing. that happened quite a number of times before.
now tell me whats wrong?
uhm maybe because im pissed over something.
maybe because of the 'friend meet friend's friends day'?

alright this was what actually happened la. in one day, three of my friends said the same thing.
during recess, firstly eliza told me that our friend saw Fadly.
secondly, hanan told me she saw Fazli.
lastly(this was it that made me really mad. am i even supposed to?), Kat told me she bumped into BO at esplanade.
so i went like WHAT? BO?
oh god! that sexy, cute, adorable, charming, irresistible, fair, perfect complexion hot guy. my jaw almost drop. god! i had a huge crush on him. I MISS HIM ALOT!

okay i was extremely happy to know that he actually asked how am i doing. god he made me cry, he made me smile, he made me blush.. he made me turn into all kind of emotions. hahaha. was pissed because Kat told me something else after that. im not saying anything. i dont want to be mad again.

i have his new number. i want to chat with him. i want to meet him but im too shy to do that. omg! somebody help me! you know the thought of him cant go away now that i know he's there.(though he've always been there.)

oh GOD dont you think he's cute?!