 Like any other women, I have my own idol, I want a happy life student under pressure. I want to explore Africa, marry a pilot, honeymoon in a hot air balloon and get solemnise on water! FT students are real hot. Brad Pitt and Barack Obama, they are my idol. |
Monday, August 11, 2008
; Nina. i realise, my posts are getting longer and longer than ever. i wonder why i have so much to say, so much to show nowadays. but i always fail to express. why is it? this year, on the 090808, i dated no one like i did last year. i dated no one! have you ever tried so hard to cry but the tears just cant roll down. so hard that you could feel yourself forcing out tears out of your dried eyes. nothing seem to flow. is it becuse it has harden? but why? what has harden? though you know there's nothing to tear about, there's nothing to think about, but you just know deep inside you there's this space that call out to be recognised, to be acknowledge? what is it? i tried so hard to tear because i know i need to let it out. to express. i just cant understand why i needed to cry when there's nothing to be sad about? i just dont understand myself! |
