Joy beneath painted rainbows

I see you just standing there

without any care, in the world to realise i too was there.

I dont know what am i to choose, either ways i know i'll lose

Then i stole a glance of you. And all seems clear

Clear enough to see love is blind. Its unkind plain lies.

Unspoken hopes, failure to cope.

Deary, you onced call, Im tired of you asking

when you know im not okay

There's nothing you could do to blow this pain away.

A pain you have caused. A love i've lost.

I dont need your remorse if its all a force.

Im better off. Knowing i never know you.

I look back wondering where i've gone wrong.

Why have i taken so long,

Just to realise you've walked away.

Maybe one day, i could do the same.