 Like any other women, I have my own idol, I want a happy life student under pressure. I want to explore Africa, marry a pilot, honeymoon in a hot air balloon and get solemnise on water! FT students are real hot. Brad Pitt and Barack Obama, they are my idol. |
Friday, October 10, 2008
Oh My Jaw! ; Nina. yes! once again, when was the last time blog-ged? dalah tk kesah lah. so mcm sial, alot has happened and im still feeling stupid, hopeless, angry, revengeful, lethargic, what else? school? its okay cause its just intensive and i just fucking skipped art intensive. you imagine there's art intensive? i dont want to look at her face anymore lah. we still have art paper two know. tsk! hari raya? yeah it was OKAY. i didnt really enjoy it this year. dont know why also. got alot of pics to upload know but cant find usb cable, so forget it cause i have the pics in my phone. FUCK! why wouldnt mum believe me what i said? okay i know she's like trap between the devil and the deep blue sea (cheh cheh). but im her daughter sia. biological daughter! she've been living with me , raised me up for 16 only -god -knows- how- horrible years it was and you're hinting you dont trust me. have i ever make up stories? to the extent of playing arnd with my own pride and dignity? and fucking sister! (you are not my sister in case you dont know) go and mirror yourself and then you can tell me if im the one ungrateful. and your fucking husband, he's not more than just a stupid fucking elephant ass thatis so stupid that he dont even know that the word PSYCHIC exist. omg! how stupid can it be ,bastard. i dont fucking regret swearing bad words at you, saying stuffs abt you. not at all. im fucking satisfied to the core. i wont die not having a fucking 'sister' like you. In case you are reading this bitch, i have already lodged a report to the authority. i dont fucking care if the police got the proof or not, as long as i know im not wrong and have the great courage to make a statement. you yourself told me he's a fucking steamer and a horny basatrd (oops!) and now when i told all that happened you said im making up stories. wtf! anyway your trust is not fucking important to me. in fact you are not fucking important to me. hahahaha. YOU PEOPLE HAD TRIGGER THE WRONG SECTOR OF MY BRAIN AND HIT THE WRONG WIRE! im not going to keep quiet. at least i have my awesome big family to help me make YOU fucking see the truth. unlike you, who's your family? im sorry mum i didnt mean to be rude cause you and ayah thought me not to, but that fucking ungrateful ad****d daughter of yours made me become someone who dont respect her at all. and im saying it again, i never regret and i will never apologise nor will i forgive. okay thats all> im waiting for police to call me to know how my case report is going on. *toodles* anw, o level is on the 20th, gerek pe. and and my readers(i mean my friends), if you want to come my house for raya pls call me first cause im not living in that hell anymore. im living with my cousin at Lavender. ;) |
