Joy beneath painted rainbows




Nina Amiliah.
Like any other women, I have my own idol, I want a happy life student under pressure. I want to explore Africa, marry a pilot, honeymoon in a hot air balloon and get solemnise on water! FT students are real hot. Brad Pitt and Barack Obama, they are my idol.




Sunday, November 30, 2008
holla! ; Nina.


hey its been quite a long time since i blogged. oh my goodness.. alot has happened and i have little time to update now. new pictures, new stuff and like a lot more. but for sure im missing all of lovely friends! and yeah it suck that im still looking for a job. cheebye sia. kay lah gtg. talk again if i have all the time in the world to blog.

love love,
nina




Tuesday, November 04, 2008
as u-s-u-a-l! ; Nina.


it suck everyday, every night thinking about you.
thinking about what you're doing there.

okay a new guy came into my life. and coincidently, he's working in the same company as Mr. H and he's also his good friend.
can you imagine? what a small world.
and that guy, nizam, likes me.
so i told him that i cant cause this feeling inside of me are always siding Mr. H no matter how hard i try.
i took the time explaining to nizam that its not as if i didnt try, its just that i failed my attempt a million times.

okay, truth is i've never move on. i know it suck la to still like someone who have already hurt you a multi million time(okay exaggerating)
but i cant help it what.
he;s like a durian. full of thorns on the outside, but deep inside it(not that deep) there's a filling that is so sweet, full of fragrant and aroma.
thats him. that's Mr. H.
Nizam say he would help as much as he could. i dont think its going to work so i just let him be.

yup so i have only 3 more papers, 2 more days and another 5hrs 30mins for o level to end. yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
im living blissfully in my cousins place, without disturbance. a space for me to express everything. my thoughts, my feelings, my imagination.

right! toodles. text me if you miss me. haha .
and yeah watched HSM3 that day. wohoo. it was fun.