Joy beneath painted rainbows

Nina Amiliah.
Like any other women, I have my own idol, I want a happy life student under pressure. I want to explore Africa, marry a pilot, honeymoon in a hot air balloon and get solemnise on water! FT students are real hot. Brad Pitt and Barack Obama, they are my idol.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

well, where shall i start? ok so like i mentioned, going out with friends right? ok first, im currently at Lin's crib and she's sleeping so im just blogging here to share my day.

At 4.38 i reached City Hall MRT just to find out the rest are still making their way when we actually supposed to meet at 4.30. one after the other soon arrived, starting with Zafran, then Taufiq and his girl friend and then Joseph and so on.
so basically, after a few hours of waiting, me, Taufiq, his friend, zafran, lin, rima, joseph, rohaizat, alistair and ashraf head off to Marina Square to meet Shafiq and Risa to bowl but eventually the place was overcrowded so instead we went to eat at the food court. and the Haikal joined in caused he was from kenduri. something happened to joseph so we had to wait a lil while more when all of us actually decided to cancel bowling and head off to Haji Lane i think to sheesha. sempat la amek amek gambar but tk boleh post skrng la cause still not ready.

went sheesha ordered double apple, strawberry and one other flavour which i dont know what. so personally i prefer the double apple flavour. so yeah since it was mt first time, Taufiq and Haikal had to teach me. lol. ordered Flamingo mocktail and shared with Shafiq. while sheesha-ing we also sempat play games with Zafran's ipod touch with lin nd haikal. as usual, rima became our photographer for the day. snap here and there.

kecoh ok the sheesha thingy fall twice and the worker's face eh, sumpah tk perlu.haha
after sheesha, me, taufiq, lin, haikal and zafran headed to Cjimes, initial plan was to watch football on big screen but turned out i dont know what. so lin, zaf and me went off first. went to penin 7-11 to grab some food, dilly dally as we were deciding whether to take the train or bus. eventually took train. talked about some shit in train and so yeah. went separate way and i really needed to shit! haha.

ok oleh tahan pnjang eh post nina hari ni.
will upload the pics soon. ;)

Friday, May 29, 2009

so basically,didnt go to schoolcause i had a consultation with doctor regarding my problematic toe. so, i have to undergo another operation on the 18th of june. -.-
after that went to Mum's workplace to accompany her to Bandemeer Sec to get my bro's report book. over there, aku konon mcm feeling Taufik Batisah la cause rmi yg pngl namer aku. hehe. only to find out that it was my primary school friends. kecoh ok. so there was Kok Chye,Mei ling if i remeber her name correctly and some other which i dont really recnize.but i was hoping to see Choon Kiat the cute Wushu guy. but didnt cause i have to rush. so yeah.apparntly, all of them are in Sec 5. :)
and then cab down to mum's workplace again cause i really didnt know what to do.
so over there, ended up frying jempot jempot. haha. i was complimented ok? "manis nye jempot jempot ni mcm org yg buat." haha.
then i "sharpened"the knife cause i just feel like cutting and again i ended up cutting vegetables. haha. being a cook for a day isnt at all that bad.

and and im really happy for Eliza that Richard Ramirez replied her letter. wohhooo!!

tommorow planning to go bowling and sheesha with Taufiq they all but he still hasnt got back to me. i doubt i can bowl tomorrow cause i cant possibly put on the shoe, with the condition of my stupid toe!

and! i told mum i need a camera and she agreed to get me one. im not sure when i;ll get them, but i just hope its as soon as possible!

Thursday, May 28, 2009

hello sayang sayang ku, haha.
first of all, credits to Lin for doing the blogskin for me. you are so awesome.

anyway, in class just now, as usual, we had a great time bitching about some people. i mean there were Lin, Diy,Amirah, Nabs and myself. if i should include Taufiq, yes he was there too.
as usual we talked penis. haha. venting our anger and hatred towards certain people who had to make such a prejudice remark, as what Lin said. nobody is perfect ok. so you are nobody to say such things to others.
materialistic? everyone is. you need money no matter what. thats like the basic necessity. if money is not needed, why do some people beg? right? so please eh, tak perlu eh comment comment mcm tu smuer.
Eliza, i think if you know who im talking about, im sure you'll join in to criticise that person sia!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

i dont know why but i just feel like blogging in malay. just bear with me ok. its just that i feel i've not been speaking malay as much as i did before. so i really need to practice more again

so, aku rase mcm penguasaan bahase melayu aku semakin merosot. hehe.

dear classmates,
aku ni orangnye bukan kasar. aku ni lembut dan bersopan santun. kalau tk percaye, tanyelah kawan aku yg bernama Fazlina Ahmad kerana sejak Pri 1 smpi skrng aku berkawan dgn dia. haha.
sorry la kalau aku slalu mcm terkasar kn dlm class. tumbok tumbok krng smuer. but i didnt mean it what. my hand just needed to swing most of the time recently. haha.
seriously, ok, i promise i'll be as lemah lembut as possible from tomorrow onwards. kalau aku terkasar, make sure krng tegor. ok?
haha. so basically yeah. and i suddenly feel like writing malay short stories again.

i dont know why im not talking to anyone in class right now. sitting infront of my computer, doing my assignments, like finally its over! reading friend;s blog and came across Kat's.

nice pose there babe. i love your style. go photography! haha

but wonder who's the owner of the dress. haha. if i understand correctly, her name is Nina Amiliah right? haha.

anw, good job there babae!

Thursday, May 21, 2009

I NEED A NEW HAIRCUT!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

i hate this. i've been eating alot this few days. yesterday, i had a big meal in my school restaurant, pasta, mushroom soup and amber kisses which is a cocktail. after school, dragged Lin to NorthPoint and i had a plate of steamed chicken rice. at nine, had one tub of 800ml chocolate ice cream all by myself. and at 10pm, met mum at coffeeshop and had one big plate of Lamb Chop. Can you imagine? fuck nina. and im feeling hungry right now. i dont know why but this upset me.
maybe the confession led me here!

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

NABILAH..
- tall. fair, muscular,not older than 4 years
- any stable job, romantic, loyal, faithful, honest
-committed, not 24/7, virgin/not virgin, religious
-pure malay, shower with care, attention & love
-non-clubber, dimple, fashionable

HAIKAL..
- well-mannered, soft-spoken, non-smoker, a lil wild
- not a queen control, tall, fair, understated, sentimental
- out-going, long hair, mampat, virgin, religious
- a gig-ous, loyal, towner, fashionable

SHABRINA..
- rich, tall, chinese look-like, handsome
- non-smoker, non-clubber, virgin, smart/clever
- religious, funny, car-owned, loyal, committed
- stable job, romantic, fashionable, skinny
- not sissy as in manly, no pimples, no scars, no acne.(flawless)

NINA..
- tall, tanned, nice hair, skinny, good-looking (hot looking is a bonus)
- a singer, a guitarist, a performer
- caring, loyal, muscular like Samuel Rizal, humorous
- a gigous, hotel manager/pilot, own a vespa
- know basic agama, good fashion sense, must know how to win my mum's heart.(not that difficult) *hint hint*

TAUFIQ..
- funny, out-going, good attitude, not controlling
- sporting, understanding, relasxed, not jealous type
- pretty, good-looking, well-groomed, neat.

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Monday, May 18, 2009

aku sayang kau babe!

it wasnt my birthday, but i was sabo-ed by birthday girl and Fazzy to sing on stage. (thanks alot eh korang) conspiracy!

amek kau!

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thanks taufiq, for teaching me how to make potatoes! haha

one awesome day with friends.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

everything seems like a waste of time. i dont know what i keep holding on when i know nothing will come out of it. no results,no nothing it all seems perfect when it first started. but as time went by, i feel like there's nothing in common between us. i dont feel the spark its just a plain feeling.
and evertime i fall in like with someone, they seem to be the wrong one. not wrong in a bad way kinda wrong. its either they have fallen for someone else or someone has fallen for him and both seem inseparable. i ust dont understand why.
some say he likes me, but the way he acted, it shows just simply friendship. what am i to do. i dont approach guy, i dont make them fall for me.
i wanna break up, but i dont know how to say that to him. is it better this way? seemed so easy to start.

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Monday, May 11, 2009

as all of you know, yesterday was Mother's Day. well, i didnt go out with Mum cause i had to work. so i just bought her two flower and a chocolate fudge cake. at least there's replacement ok.

so basically, yesterday worked with Irwan, Azri, Yazid and Faris. so yeah. what words can i describe for yesterday's work.
-fatigue
-exhausted
-lethagic
-tired
-punctured
-weak
nah icant think of anything else!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

firstly, i want to share that this week makes me feel exhausted. had this similarities and differences lesson in lifeskills class. so i paired up with Haikal. we're both mixed blood. we both like horror movie. we watch hindustan and etc.. so thats basically it lah uh. nothing more. just that i have to prepare something for my show and tell. hopefully i can do it sia. i still have no idea what to share. any idea anyone?

secondly, went for a hotel visit at ParkRoyal hotel. it was an interesting idea. but it was quite unfair that the other two class got to go to Fullerton and a hotel at Sentosa. -.- but nevemind lah uh. the main thing is to know the way a hotel is managed and operated. everything went fine when the girls actually came to a state where all of us couldnt stand the pain of standing for too long with heels on. and i think thats an issue. haha.;)

thirdly, on friday, we pleaded Mr Alan to let us off from lesson because we wanted to watch ITE got talent. haha kecoh babe. so basically, on Friday, i actually rushed home from school to work. it was so last minute la. came to work only to find out that i have to wear something that i actually wont wear outside, haha. but the job was cool because i really like it lah eventhough its fucking tiring. tiring like shit.

so today, i actually didnt go to watch X-men with classmates although i really i want to.
well, im working again tomorrow. 50 bucks per day is not a bad idea you know , considering that the job isnt that difficult at all.
have to be there by 1130, starts at 12 and end at 8. hopefully not like friday, it extended till 11 sia. i really felt like dismantling my joints.heh. ok lah.

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Wednesday, May 06, 2009

im fucking sleepy right now. since the time i woke up last night, i didnt sleep until it was almost time to get up for school. had second thoughts on whether i should go to school since lessons today end at 1130. and so here i am in school, blogging.

right, so what did i do when i couldnt sleep last night? well, i created new quiz. played alot of games. none interest me as much as this one.

i didnt know the pressure they had was this bad. i know how they felt when people called them a donkey. it hurt so much that it makes you think you incompetent, useless, good for nothing. so well, thats how i felt when i played HELL;S KITCHEN.! it was so interesting. ahah. i worked so hard to get the rank APPRENTICE. im gonna work harder to get a junior chef. haha.

this morning the whether was bad. its not those kind of breezy, mind calming wind. this one, it produces sound and if you stand near the window, you;ll feel dizzy. i swear. scary know. skali windstorm or what. hah. so i dont know why i've been coming late for school lately. and so, yes i was late again but for about 15mins. so came in class together with lin, nabs and haikal. hah.

great, i just woke up. i dont even realise that i sleep for that long hour and nobody wakes me up. and when i woke up, no one's at home wth? and there's no food. i only had two hotdog bread in the morning sia.

today was fun. i was late for one class which is Lifeskills. its ok la not that bad uh. overall yeah its juat that i forgot to bring thumbsdrive for OFA so i used the time wisely, by playing with the internet. haha.wise kn.

ok i just dont feel like saying anything now. everyhing's fucked up.

Monday, May 04, 2009

THE H(A)'s. from right, bottom first. ;)

Mr Wesseling, Nina Amiliah & Haikal Mikal. ;)

kpo uh this guy. enter-frame only.

while waiting for the comp lab to open its door! cheh. ;)

see, Shabrina the joyous girl. the one with the teeth showing!(back)

there's supposed to be a "fuck you" above both their heads. so its either my fingers are small or their heads are big. heh! sorry, gentlemen. ;)

im freaking sleepy right now. -.- wish to go home right now. 45mins to end of school. sigh. slept at 4am just now and woke up and 6. dont know why cannot sleep also. fuck la.
but class was ok. just that have to take temperature 2times daily due to that SWINE flu. like in primary school sia. took lots of pics with classmates and hopefully wani could send it to me asap! pls pls pls!
Shabrina, no point teaching me now cause im really really very sleepy. she's an awesome joyous girl. so lucky to be in the same class as her.

anyway played a trick on Mr Wesseling in BEV class haha. bored la. disturb classmates by sending random msgs. which remind me of the time when me, eliza, faz, chloe, riduan and bernard used to exchange msgs on random topics in Physics class. i so miss the time lah.
when are we going to meet again?????????????!!!!

k gtg. i'll post the pics soon. no usb with me now!

Sunday, May 03, 2009

currently blogging at this hour, 0206 am because im super bored. i cant sleep, msn-ing with whoever i can find online. been looking for a new blogskin but cant seem to find any that arouse my interest. (cheh arouse sia) so i really dont know what to do right now.

currently chatting with haikal mikal (and he still havent tell me why does his friends call him mikal) sigh.

so yesterday actually went to sleep over to aunty's place at bendemeer. i tell you if i stay wih them, i can gain kilos any time soon sia. always have something to laugh about. aha.

then just now Kat, Za and Faz went out together but i didnt join cause saving money for Mother's Day.

miss them alot.

and not forgetting, Hanan and Nisa, ;)

sekarang ni eh actually tngh hujan at the same time lightning tau. aku seram sia, petir.