Joy beneath painted rainbows




Nina Amiliah.
Like any other women, I have my own idol, I want a happy life student under pressure. I want to explore Africa, marry a pilot, honeymoon in a hot air balloon and get solemnise on water! FT students are real hot. Brad Pitt and Barack Obama, they are my idol.




Saturday, May 16, 2009
; Nina.


everything seems like a waste of time. i dont know what i keep holding on when i know nothing will come out of it. no results,no nothing it all seems perfect when it first started. but as time went by, i feel like there's nothing in common between us. i dont feel the spark its just a plain feeling.
and evertime i fall in like with someone, they seem to be the wrong one. not wrong in a bad way kinda wrong. its either they have fallen for someone else or someone has fallen for him and both seem inseparable. i ust dont understand why.
some say he likes me, but the way he acted, it shows just simply friendship. what am i to do. i dont approach guy, i dont make them fall for me.
i wanna break up, but i dont know how to say that to him. is it better this way? seemed so easy to start.

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