Joy beneath painted rainbows

Joy beneath painted rainbows

Nina Amiliah.
Like any other women, I have my own idol, I want a happy life student under pressure. I want to explore Africa, marry a pilot, honeymoon in a hot air balloon and get solemnise on water! FT students are real hot. Brad Pitt and Barack Obama, they are my idol.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

nothing can explain my situation. work load work load! nina is not programming well.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Dan made me like this song.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

oh hell! brad pitt is too hot. can i marry someone like him pls?

been sleeping alot yesterday. been sleeping late all night. and now im having headache like headache! my head feel so heavy. woke up at 0830 in the morning to go polyclinic again. having group meeting at Raffles later at 2. and i were to go to sleep, i swear i wont be able to wake up. hell no!
was too sleepy that i dint feel the nurse accidentally cut my skin. suddenly there was blood. but there was still no reaction. holidays! pls go away soon.

oh! had a nice chat with besties till 2 the other night. miss them alot. cant wait for saturday to come. i cant wait to meet you guys!

Sunday, June 21, 2009

currently at MacDonalds now. sorry boy im not interested to know you. not at all interested. fuck off! damn pissed with your irritating voice.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

went to change my dressing early in the morning at Toa Payoh polyclinic cause its the nearest to my current home. hahah. have to wake up very early today. so yeah its like taking bus 238 to school everyday, back then. only that this morning alighted one stop after. hmm. secondary school seems to be the best part of life.

anyways, cancelled my going out to sheesha with Apan, Taufiq, Diy and all yesterday because the pain was eating me up.

so tadi biler pegi polyclinic, when the nurse took out the bandage, i saw this blue thingy at the side of my toe. i thought it was some blue lotion the surgeon applied but NO! it wasnt. took a look closer only to found out that that are actually stitches. 4 STITCHES! i didnt even know that they gonna stich my toe. damn it!

after poly thought of eating with Azfar and Nisa at FNS but they were not up yet. so there i was, eating Fried Kway Teow all by myself because i was damn hungry. ok da lah. penat uh.

p/s: im counting the days. 18 more days to go and im meeting my skinny sweetheart. i miss you alot!

oh! had a sudden craving for Sugarcane back then at Negeri Sembilan.

Friday, June 19, 2009

this week is the most hectic week ever i think. wait let me start off with last week, on thursday, went to Shafiq's place to get the bbq stuffs but ended up waiting outside cause he forgot to bring his keys and no one was home. but managed to in the end.

on friday tk jadi pegi rumah Taufiq cause he went out with Wan Xin. so Apan, Khai, Dan and me went to Arab Street to sheesha. it was hell fun ok. before that went with them to Tong Sen Restaurant or whatever it is at Bugis. went off from Sufi i think if i heard them right, at around 2330hr. thats where the searching of bus stops and trains started cause the 4 of us didnt want to miss the last bus and train.

oh but in the morning before term break on the friday itself, class was fun because like really fun la. ms lim showed pictures and videos and all. then there was like a voting for the most helpful, sensible, participative and friendliest. Congrats to all winners. haha.

on Monday went to buy some leftover items that i didnt manage to buy. blah blah blah. seriously i forgot what happened actually. my memory is getting weaker.

class pit was fun but i really didnt like it when they tried to give the cats to me. i wasnt kidding ok. if i really ainted that day idk what you guys will do. but pls uh, next time jgn. aku tk boleh. so basically, spent most of my time there entertaining Dan and Khai when Apan was busy. so yeah.

theres more but malas uh. blm edit.

so yeah at arnd six in the morning, me, apan, kat, wan xin, taufiq, nabilah, haikal, dan and khai went to Taufiq;s place to have a good sleep. haha. as you know everytime at taufiq's place = fun. hha

went off t about 6 in the afternoon after watching Rush hour 3. some people just have difficulty in sleeping due to the cold temperature. haha. kidding kidding.

and finally, yesterday went for my nail avulsion op. i got 4 jab. like seriosly sia. thank god i felt numb after that, that i didnt even realise the operation has started until i heard the surgeon asking for KNIFES as the scissors are not working. haha. sometimes it felt ticklish that i wanted to laugh but i tahan cause im afraid if i moved the surgeon will cut the wrong part. haha

so now, i swear the bandage is damn thick and big and it look as though my mum has cursed me. haha. how am i supposed to go out with Taufiq and all to sheesha with this kind of toe?

hell big kan?

Thursday, June 18, 2009

aku rindu kamu, say.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

didnt go for photoshoot with eliza and faz that tuesday. because i had some stupid cramps. sorry eliza for not replying to your msg. my phone now in a survivor status. so yeah. naw, nice shots you all took. jealous akak. haha :)

school break is coming soon. tomorrow last day of school term. shiok kape.
really cant wait for the bbq pit. excited or what. haha. alot of stuffs needs to be prepared. all that basic bbq equipment. going to Shafiq;s place to collect the stuufs later. maybe. then going to Taufiq's place tomorrow. maybe. not comfirm yet. but i dont know why im in a super happy mood today. like super super happy.

and and! wohoo! finally getting my laptop next week on Tuesday. kalau tk deliver jugak, i relly dont know what to say sey. dont cheat my feelings ok, fujitsu. i've had enough. hehehehe.

i miss eliza loads!
i miss faz dozens!
i miss kat tonnes!
i miss hanan alot!
i miss nisa to the extreme!

whwn are we meeting like really meeting and talking non-stop.
and faz! now im staying near boon keng mrt. we can like meet at the MacDonalds or what. hehe. :)

Monday, June 08, 2009

im excited to meet up with you again but on the other hand i dont know where we will be going next. how do i set my words right? i want to be in a relationship but i dont want to be in a relationship.

last sat, as you guys know, its was the Singapore Idol audition. so, Taufiq and I actually accompanied Zafran to the audition with his friends, Dan, Dan Ramli, Khai and Ahmad. At about twelve in the morning we headed to Starbucks to kill time. but because we were slightly sleepy, decided to go over to Taufiq's place.
6 in the morning, queued up and all and unfortunately, we could not accompany Zaf for the registration so, me, Khai and Dan, headed off to PS to have breakfast.
talked some crap and all. i swear the laughing was endless. hahahaha.
went back to Cathay and then back to PS and then back to Cathay. basically, we were like escorts la. now, i swear im very certain of the route to PS and Cathay already.

So something like that la the story. it'll be too long if i want to type out every single thing that happened. in conclusion, (cheh!)despite all the sleepiness, the fun was a memorable one. hah

p/s: and did i tell you, the california fitness guy said that im fat! nabeh. thanks eh Taufiq for laughing.

Friday, June 05, 2009

GONNA TAKE MY OFA TEST IN A WHILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, June 04, 2009

How serious are your feelings for the person you like?
`not so serious

Have you ever met a gay person?
` yes, a hot one. in the train or something.

Do you have a favorite soft drink?
` maybe 100plus

Have you ever INTENTIONALLY made someone jealous?
` of course i have. but for a good reason lah.

Do you watch college sports?
` yes.

What do you think about scene/emo kids?
` dont be emo can?

Do you live close to the person you like?
` nah uh. far!!!!!!!!!!!

Do you flirt with people while in a relationship?
` sometimes when boyfriend gets fucking annoying.

Who was your last phone call that was over an hour with?
` nobody.

Are you listening to any music?
` uh uh. jgn pernah berubah by st12.

What you're excited about right now?
` uhm class BBQ pit. hell yeah i cant wait ti explore Changi Beach. haha

Country or rock?
` pop

Do you have a picture of you kissing someone?
` yes.

Do you think your ex still loves you?
` i've gotta ask. but i know one of them do. :)

What movie never fails to make you cry?
` Qabil Qushry Qabil Igam.

Are you talkative?
` sometimes.

Any plans for tonight?
` tk ada.

Has someone ever told you they loved you and meant it?
` nah i dont think so cause they are flirts.

Suppose you see your crush kissing another person?
` i'll get upset for awhile and then i'll be ok. he may not be serious. haha

What do you think of your number 1 on your featured friends?
` on friendster it'll be my "brother", faris. and yeah i miss him alot.

What is bothering you right now?
` what should i say while emcee-ing next week.

What was the last thingh you ate?
` beancurd soup with rice and 2 ayam emas.

Who is the last person you sent message?
` nizam

Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?
` who hasn't?

Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot ?
` on computer not so but phone msgs, yeah.

Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive-thru?
` fast food place. no licence yet.

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
` those kids at home.

Do you eat healthy?
` sometimes when i have the mood. i've been eating alot of greasy foods nowadays.

Does your password have to do with a boy?
` no lah.

What's a fact about the last person who had their arms around you?
` he's so hot!

What do you currently hear right now?
` voices of my classmates.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
` global uniform.

Do you know anyone that smokes?
` yes.

How long does it take you to shower?
` 15-30 minutes every single day. there's no "shower" term in my dictionary.

Are you a jealous person?
` sort of. only toward the ones i really really care for. but sometimes i can take control of the feeling.

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

yay! Business Environment term test has ended! it was freaking easy i tell you. ok lah not so confident but at least a 35/50? can make it not nina? haha. ok im just so happy that my time studying the past two days in MacDonald's alone is worth it. wohoo!

actually cant wait to get over with the operation so i can have photoshoots taken with shoes on! haha. next week is last week of school term; meaning its term break! hehe.
and oh! nothing actually. im just frustrated with things at home. but i wont let it bother me cause i'll mostly spend time outside.
WHEN AM I GOING TO GET MY LAPTOP?

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

i want to have a photo shoot taken like that! pls. somebody?

im so pissed off by some things which i should be getting used to by now. its all fucked up. im so mad deep inside that i dont know what to type anymore. its all a mess. when will the misery end?

i need a camera,i need new heels after my operation, i need new bag from Billabobg, i need hoodie, i need new shoe, i need a new phone, i need that skinny jeans, i need that dress. WTF is wrong with that?

i was trapped when i actually had to give an answer. did i say the right thing? all seem so simple. but hey fuck.

im too bored to say that life's boring.
hopefully this weekend plan to go to JB is comfirm. come on lets have a day break!

eliza, hanan, faz, kat, nisa, hope to meet you all soon. my holidays starts only the next two weeks.