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Friday, July 31, 2009
????? ; Nina. i dont know what i've been thinking this few days. sometimes i dont know why im at a certain location. just now, i went to macdonald's with my bag packed with all i needed. had cornetto chocolate mcflurry. and then i headed to the bus stop. not knowing what i was doing there in the first place. dressed as though im going to nearby shop, i hailed the bus number 31 and here i am at Toa Payoh library not knowing the exact reason of my visit here. thank god i brought my laptop along. and so here i am blogging about this thing im uncertain of. im going crazy i guess. i feel as though everyone is looking at me. dress in this way. i know its not like as if they know where i was from. but im just being paranoid. school was a bit boring cause most of the guys were not in class as they had some futsal tournament outside school. the only guys who were in class were Syaiful and Prabhu. nevertheless, we still had fun. i mean the girls will always have something to say. yeah. never a day its a boring a day. i dont know how many times i've said it but i just cant stop saying it. I LOVE MY CLASS ALOT. we is smart people. (quoted from Eliza Hamizah) haha. and i almost forgot to bring my phone home cause i charged it in class and forgetting to unplugged it from the socket. oh my cant imagine if i totally forget about it.. so yeah. i hate it wheb blogger behave this way. come on. and when am i getting my $800 cheque baby? Thursday, July 30, 2009
greeeeeeeeeeeeeeen ; Nina. love has been okay. everything is going on well. but what are relationship without problems, am i right? all you need is to know is how to handle the situation and not to let your emotions take over the situation. never rely on your emotions when you are down with problems cause it will only make things worst. love, you may not be as hot as what i dreamt of, but you definitely have what it takes to win my heart. thank you for everything. now, home? pls somebody take me away from that place i call hell? pls la. i need some freedom in the house. i need my own space. i need my privacy. just pls, somebody... mum, i know that im now the only daughter you rely on after kakak get married. but you should understand that i have my own things to do too. i have my own problems. yes i know, you might be thinking that working is tiring. i cant deny that but what makes you think schooling isnt tiring. my brain have to work all the time. the journey to school and back home takes up most of my energy. so pls, brother is big enough to take care of himself. its not as though i've never done my part as a sister, but ironing just a uniform wont make him lose his hands, right? it really hurt when you say that im being irresponsible. school? it has always been fun. cant say its not. thank god i put up the cloth for the notice board already. so classmates tool picture with it as the background. haha. 
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
moving on.. ; Nina. the dream, it was like a 'move on' wake up call for me. like seriously. i dreamt that he was getting married that day and so there i was at his wedding, hoping that he will call it off. but.. no. the solemnisation ceremony still go on. right that minute i was force to tell myself to start moving on cause he probably and surely wont leave his wife behind, right? and then i was woken up by something i dont know what. but when i woke up, i told myself, "Nina, you should really move on" So here i am. telling the whole world (no, more to those who knows me and that past), that i've move on. really i have. never question me again. cause i realised, he caused more pain than gain. just one request im asking for, Mr Past, pls just dont come back again. because you know, my weakness is you. Sunday, July 26, 2009
sweet moments. ; Nina. i love life right now. everything seem so fine. and you, you make me comfortable when with you. and you, you are worth that second chance, unlike the others they were a waste of time. i dont have to worry whether your friends dislike me or whether my friends dislike you because we are the one going through everything. p/s: i love you. Friday, July 24, 2009
boredom ; Nina.    school has been a fucker these days. it was a total waste of money going to school today cause firstly, ms lim is on mc again. so 1 hour of free period which we use wisely. haha since Shabrina bought a new sexayeee laptop, haha she needed to download some software. so yeah. then half an hour break. since i have to collect pictures from the class, yeah so i did. but only a few hand in. like 5? -.- .okay, and then BEV, Mr Alan did not teach anything so another 2 hour of free period. class was supposed to end at 1130 but ended up we were dismissed at 1030? another -.- . buang ezlink aku jer. so right now, im actually @ YCKCC watching Kat having a dance practice. really bored man. anyway, going off @ 1830 to sheesha with Apan<,Dan, Khai and Dan Ramli. you know its like a every friday routine to sheesha. boleh mati sia aku mcm ni. uh uh bibi aku tngh ckp psl skrng. boring siolxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz.. k da. see you later @ bagdhad st. Thursday, July 23, 2009
; Nina. "really blessed to have you" that's what he said. thank you. Monday, July 20, 2009
sorry bear with me. ; Nina.  this week has been the most hectic week ever. and im sure this is the longest post ever cause Dan said my posts are all short unlike Apan's. haha.so start off with monday, 13th july, school was slack as Ms Lim was on one week mc. can you imagine? then OFA lesson was cancelled. i dont know for what reason. school ws slack doesnt mean project have to stop going on. so after that went to Lin's place with Shabrina to complete Lifeskills project as we were supposed to present the next day. went home quite late that night. Lin, Shabrina and myself, laughed our ass out, screamed and screeched when we finally get the project done. like finally! Tuesday, presentation day. eventually, lesson was cancelled. so its like -.- .. dont know why but mdm saadiah said we will be presenting the next day. waste my time je stay up to do the script. but nevermind. then BEV was cancelled also as Mr Alan was not in school. happy happy. so tuesday i actually went to LIn's place again cause i just felt like not going home early. Wednesday, finally we presented. i was slightly nervous. but overall i think my group did quite well. and the slides went nicely. i love it. thanks to Lin, Shabrina, Tania, Prabhu and myself who cracked our brain on how to make the slides look presentable. and eventually, our hardwork pays off when mdm saadiah announced that our project is selected and therefore we actually have to present it in the auditorium. i dont know when. which means alot of work to be done again. so i really seek your cooperation MEMBERS! Thursday the best day ever cause SW was fun! we played Captain's Ball. when it comes to screaming for balls, the girls in my class will be the winner. haha. so much of a captain's ball. i think it was more like a Rugby game. haha. Violence is the rule in the class. lol. ape je nina. Care and assembly lesson was cancelled, and again, we were released early. as for me and lin, we had to like go to FTPSS to show my Mr Effendy our proposal as the project we are doing are collaborating with FTPSS. so again, many things we have to add in the proposal before showing it to FTP principal. oh hell, proposal and proposal. one for FTP and one for Mdm Saadiah. can die uh. so yeah we were late and Mr Effendy was rushing home to fetch his daughter. Sorry Cikgu, saya lambat. oh my i miss saying that. and Cikgu have a piece of advise for lin. he asked, " da brape lame awk kenal si nina ni?" lin, " sejak skola bukak, 13th april." cikgu, " nasihat saya, awk tinggal kn die" lol. ape je cikgu. always teasing me. but really, he's like the best teacher ever sia. so he needs my help for some presentation for FTP. see, how useful i am. haha da nina cukop. Friday? uhmm.. school was ok. watched Wolverine in class as Ms LIm was still not in school. BEV, as usual, blajar maner yg patot je. in the evening, like you dont know like that, got sheesha session with Dan, Apan and Khai la. so unfortunately, Apan and Khai were late. therefore me and Dan headed off to Baghdad St first. fuck know. that day dont know why they need to check like IC. ape saje je. buut then i still managed to sheesha la. Saturday, i went to fetch Matno from work. and then he accompanied me to eat. so i complained to him about what happened to me in school. and all he could say was "Sabar la you" i really think he dont comment so much. bgs bgs dosa pon kurang. i like. should learn from him. after that we got nowhere to go, so as i brought my laptop along, we decided to settle down at the library to watch movie. i like. haha. hour later we headed to Kiddy Palace as i had to get some stuff. then we took 31 and went home. haha. nk jumpe lg tk? Sunday, wake up early in the morning to meet Lin at Bedok because of Dikir Com. Dikir Barat has always been fun. i like, groups like, Neng Nyno, Kelana Purba, CDM(but they didnt perfrom cause they were the organizer) Andika Kencana, Durba Dua and last but least, Wahana DEksu. Good job people. congrats for qualifying to the finals. over there, met Kat. i miss her so much!. as usual ade je bende nk ckp. she's the best man. she bought my very very belated birthday present. thanks babe. Love you a lot. then yeah went home. did my proposal for mdm saadiah. slept at like 2 cause the submission date was today. BUT, as i was damn exhausted from all the activities, i didnt go to school today and im still working on the proposal. ok, thats all. enjoy. Sunday, July 19, 2009
omg. ; Nina.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
random-ness ; Nina. The way to gain a good reputation, is to endeavor to be what you desire to appear. - Socrates im super bored. not actually. feeling super minah today. (but im not) like for some reason. beauty comes from the inside. and sexy is not about revealing. it comes from your mind and then your heart. to compete is to challenge yourself with others, which comes with a good intention. but if your intention is bad, and then everything turns black. (wtf are you talking nina?) mcm mak aku kate, muke kalau tk lawa, perangai biar baik. Labels: some random quotes. Tuesday, July 14, 2009
i am more than you think i am. ; Nina. well, if my presence seems to be a threat to you, then im loving it. cause it just goes to show that im better. not trying to be snobby here but the fact is im better than you. and i'll make sure i always be. frankly speaking, you disgust me more than any other girl whom i ever know. if you think you are a bitch, then im bitchier. if you want to try me, come right up to my face. its all about facing the fact that im better and should i say, prettier than you? oopps sorry. sometimes i get really bitchy, you wouldnt want to see. if its some personal matter that makes you hate me, come on la, grow up eh pls. immature. i love it when i know who my enemy is. Monday, July 13, 2009
vivo-city ; Nina.      when its us, its always full of laughters. azfar especially.uh this guy below.          he's not a matrep, but he looks like one. haha sorry bf.   the tk perlu face.   uh....... oh yes! finally went out with Eliza, Faz, Irfan, Rid,Azfar and Ramanan. went to watch Obsessed with them then there's like Q & A session with Ram cause he's now studying in Malaysia. haha. alah lazy to story la. the pictures explain it all.very funny la. i love it!Thursday, July 09, 2009
naughty naughty nina. ; Nina. school is fun. i mean its always fun. never a day everything's fucked up. thanks to awesome classmates like Shabrina, Lin, Amirah, Diyanah, Taufiq, Apan, Shafiq and some other. haha. Oh! Syuhada also. i realised that after the term break ends, im getting naughtier and naughtier than before. haha. always up to something. And Lin, she just cant find a reason to stop laughing. haha i mean unless when she's sleeping in the train la. lol. although alot of assignments and project not done and we still like need to stay back almost like everyday to finish our project asap., we still have fun. always. like i said before, will be looking forward for school everyday. and you, sorry i couldnt accompany you to ECP yesterday due to some last minute project meeting. but dont worry i'll make it up to you some other time aite. there's always time for you baby. its a matter of whether you can wait or not? can you? haha. ok im so super hyper happy since BEV class just now. hahaa oh i got A for my test. Top 4 in class yeah for that module. im not proud ok. i mean yes im proud but not in the wrong way. im not being arrogant just because of my result. just that its UNBELIEVABLE. Lin, if you say that to me again, i'll punch you hard next time. haha. ok ok love love you you all all. Labels: ARE YOU FOR REAL?? Wednesday, July 08, 2009
jniovfhiughfu9 jfkocvm ; Nina. im going on a movie date this friday and i dont know what to watch. oh pls anybody?!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tuesday, July 07, 2009
; Nina. i dont know what to say. just that i pulled Lin's hair to lessen her headache but the whole thing actually came off. im so sorry. nasib tk botak teros. hehe. nanti aku pay for your hair extension eh. im so sorry. Friday, July 03, 2009
pleasseeeeeeeeeeeeee ; Nina. is my brain not functioning well? why am i always like this? am i not contented? why do i have to be paranoid? yes i want you but on the other hand, i want to be someone else's. does that make sense? please knock some sense into me. i've been waiting for you all this while. and when you're standing right before me, i just could sense the difference. you dont seem to be the one i know those past 16months. is it me or is it you? its difficult fro me to come to understand because everthing is happening to fast. i admit i like someone else. but that doesnt mean i dont want to be with you. if only that guy came after im with you, everything would be a different thing. pls dont leave me hanging. p/s: yoga class was fun. i want more. :) Wednesday, July 01, 2009
back tracking ; Nina. im sick right now. headache,runny nose, cough,sore throat and tears just keep falling for i dont know what reason. get well soon, Nina. and thanks Lin for accompanying me to the clinic despite the fact that you are sick as well. its been a while since i last touched my laptop, and when i log in to blogger and when i checked my friends blog, all i see is Michael Jackson's face. i hope its not too late for me to say,"Rest in peace MJ". i love the song Heal the World. Back tracking my previous posts, i realise that alot have change. many come and go. the wounded has healed. the missing ones has returned. alot of mishaps i endured. problems i managed to went through. but some still left hanging. i have no power to control. all i can do is wait and see if miracle happens. those who left just refuse to return. those who hurt just refuse to admit and continue hurting. but i cant deny that some left with good memories. those everlasting laughter. those tear that rolled on a happy occasion. those screamings that make our relationship stronger. i love you all. eliza, faz, hanan, kat, riduan, azfar, you guys are more than i could ask for. <3 |
