Joy beneath painted rainbows




Nina Amiliah.
Like any other women, I have my own idol, I want a happy life student under pressure. I want to explore Africa, marry a pilot, honeymoon in a hot air balloon and get solemnise on water! FT students are real hot. Brad Pitt and Barack Obama, they are my idol.




Tuesday, July 28, 2009
moving on.. ; Nina.


the dream, it was like a 'move on' wake up call for me. like seriously. i dreamt that he was getting married that day and so there i was at his wedding, hoping that he will call it off. but.. no. the solemnisation ceremony still go on. right that minute i was force to tell myself to start moving on cause he probably and surely wont leave his wife behind, right?

and then i was woken up by something i dont know what. but when i woke up, i told myself,
"Nina, you should really move on"

So here i am. telling the whole world (no, more to those who knows me and that past), that i've move on. really i have.
never question me again. cause i realised, he caused more pain than gain.

just one request im asking for, Mr Past, pls just dont come back again. because you know, my weakness is you.