Joy beneath painted rainbows

Nina Amiliah.
Like any other women, I have my own idol, I want a happy life student under pressure. I want to explore Africa, marry a pilot, honeymoon in a hot air balloon and get solemnise on water! FT students are real hot. Brad Pitt and Barack Obama, they are my idol.

Friday, August 28, 2009

busy. photos do the talking.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

"kau meninggalkan ku tanpa perasaan

hingga ku jatuhkan airmata.."

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

i was gasping for air but he just didnt care. i was struggling to breathe but he still continues. he hurt my wrist, i told him to stop but he still went on. i surrendered. and im disappointed in myself. i dont know why i should..

we've been quarelling alot this week. i dont know why this matter keep becoming an issue. is it wrong for me to get jealous? i refuse to give in. i just need an answer to that simple question i asked this morning.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

blogger is being an idiot. so i cant post pictures. fuck you la. dont worry my blog is not dead yet.
oh my, had a sudden thought of ruru baby. *blushing*

Monday, August 17, 2009

FATIN YOU BROKE MY HEART MORE THAN THE GUYS DID! PLS HEAL MY HEART!

wednesday:

went bugis to watch movie with matno. bought new bag, new top, new bangles, new belt.

went sheesha with classmates. and of all places why must he be working there? fuck.

thursday:

didnt go to school cause was lazy.

bought new heels, new ring, new perfume and new compact powder.

friday:

grooming session @ ITE Simei. the hair and the make ups, it was disappointing.

saturday:

flag day @ Tangs. went shopping instead of collecting donation.

took part in GAP Photo taking contest. prize will be a 2 ticket to New York. Who wouldnt want, right?

Went karaoke with Apan and Shafiq and his friends @ Grandlink Square. (apan, aku boleh la nyanyi sikit sikit.

Stay over @ Kat's place cause some shit happened at home. go ____ your own pussy

played Fortune Teller ..(oh baby you really love me, dont you.)

Sunday:

did some catching up with Faz and Eliza. was a long day. but happy. took lotsa pics. but i look like S**t most of the time. (more on fb soon)

AWESOME!!

ion's toilet is so pretty-ful

marina barrage backdrop

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

"she says: but its so fucked up cause out of everyone he treats me the nicest, NICEST EH. and sorry to bring this up uh but its like you and ____ , wasnt it just perfect? my god. i feel like throwing up "

you know it very well. in fact we know it very well who they are. yes they are kind people. but sometimes they can be really mean. i've experienced it. just like how you are right now. true, all seem so perfect, so sweet, so nice ,so memorable.

but you know, you were once in a situation where its difficult for you to comfort me when he shot me in the head with the fact that we were never together. no history no so what ever. and i dont want to be in that situation when i cant find a way to give the comfort you need after a heartbreak.

if a day can break me into pieces, what about you? you've build that protection wall for so long, if i remember. and suddenly he came, crushing down the wall you've been possessively protecting.

if it took me months to get it over with, what about you? im not being emotional or what here. but its the truth, right? all of you know it well. it wasn't easy. it was tough. now, though i've moved on, hearing his name will open up the wound.

darla, i dont want you to be in that situation. come on, you are a jovial, loving, and violent at times. dont make this issue a problem to you. :) not to show off or just for the sake of saying, but this was what i feel when you open up to me yesterday. i felt angry, sad, worried and all mixed feelings.

but if you feel that he's a good guy and wont hurt you then stop being confused, ok?

we love you, pussy. :) :)

Labels: just another thing

Monday, August 10, 2009

i got nothing to say eventhough there's alot to share. just.. i think everything's great.
anw, HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!i love you. the fireworks was beautiful.
alright, im updating the burn book. toodles. :)

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

"the day you'll realize your mistakes is when everybody, including your loved ones, leave you struggling behind"

now take that into consideration, lady. before its too late.

Monday, August 03, 2009

ok so basically what did i do during the weekends?

uh.. on saturday i went to nenek's place to you know just for the fun of it. haha.

and oh didnt go sheesha that friday.

yeah thought of sleeping over but her place was 'overcrowded' so instead i went to my another cousin's place nearby and spent the night there.

on sunday, went to meet matno at toa payoh as in fetched him from work. so actually he have this uncle friend who drive a lorry. he's kinda funny though. so we went to sin ming there to repair his side mirror. but becuase it was a sunday, we have to search for shops which were open.

finally there was. and then wanted to go eat but that uncle gotta go to the airport to send his brother off to hong kong. you know how long it took us just to find a car park to park the lorry? haha dont care la cause time spent with matno was great. haha.

so in the end, we went to eat at Popeyes at the airport. not that delicious though but ok la. and then me and matno went to take the train to Tanah Merah and then took the bus 31. haha. he just wanted to spent more time you know. haha. so like that la.

and, yes, lunch break just now, Apan, Lin, Diy, Amirah, Wani, Ashraf, Aqilah, Nabila, Syaiful, Prabhu, Rimah, Fifah and myself went to Mr Prata to eat. its just nearby our school. best la. but i think i regret ordering the Mee Kuah. haha. not full filling la.

and i dont know why the others are starting to blog about her. pls behave to gain good name, dear. haha.