Nina Amiliah. Like any other women, I have my own idol, I want a happy life student under pressure. I want to explore Africa, marry a pilot, honeymoon in a hot air balloon and get solemnise on water! FT students are real hot. Brad Pitt and Barack Obama, they are my idol. |
Friday, October 09, 2009
; Nina. mum, i dont deserved to be called your precious daughter. im the one who shattered your dreams. im the the one who betrayed your trust. im not the one you used to know. im not the you should put your hopes on cause im no longer the girl you can rely on. im so sorry mum cause i did all that without you knowing. without your presence. i've lost all the respect i once had. to everyone. i find it hard to trust. to respect. not only to others but also to myself. im such a disappointment. i've never felt this way before. whatever it is, i still love you. and the most respected woman you are in my eye. lin, thanks for being there when i needed help most. thanks for your kindness and concern. thanks for your time. thanks for making me feel good after everything. i dont know why but you seem to be the perfect figure i can put my trust on. a friend that know for a mere 5 months. thanks for all you've done and what you've been doing. Sunday, October 04, 2009
RAYA OUTING! ; Nina. just got back from meeting my Matno. it just feels weeird when you meet up with your girl/guyfriend after a fight cause we'll be acting like two strangers getting to know each other. stands apart and nothing much to talk. i hate that situation. i feel so stupid meeting someone when you dont know what to say. its even more difficult to make eye contact. we were on the verge of breaking up. i didnt know what to say. but like what people says, tears trickling down a girl's cheek, will melt a guy's heart. thank you so much. i love you pak cik! anw, sad story aside cause yesterday's raya outing was the best ever. food at every home. forcing them down my throat cause i couldnt resist the temptation. first thing first, trained down to pasir ris mrt stn to meet my lovely HAs. first home was Apan's. no food there cause his mum was going to work and that caused all of us to grumble because we were famished! but thats ok apan. the cakes and the cookie tetek was nice. :) then to Syaiful's house. woah! bnyk gle k makanan. his mum cooked laksa, than there was mee rebus, then there was samosa and lastly, roti sardine. Eypul, mak kau masak sedap ok. shafiq's house was next. the journey to his home is super troublesome ok. haiyo. but tkpe lah. hari raya kn. so his maid cooked. i dont know what it is so i named it myself. Minced meat curry. had it with two slices of bread and then da. tnkg hindustan dkejap. touched up a lil cause it rained and there was no shelter. Ashraf' house at Woodlands. it was already abt 7. mcm da lmbt gitu kn. he played Bohsia for our entertainment and his mum served us Mee Hoon Goreng and rojak. wow! power sia i tell you. the nicest Mee Hoon Goreng i ever tasted. next up, Diyanah's. her house is super lawa ok. so cosy and warm and many many more. haha. so her ibu cooked Chicken curry and so i had them with bread instead of rice sbab perot da kenyang gle. i think, we spent more time at her place then the rest. is it? after Diy's, Wani's at Sembawang. Wahlau. yesterday was like a day to gain weight sia. Mak Wani masak Nasi Ayam and noodle. so i ate the noodle. i think uh, i didnt consume any rice at all. chey consume sia nina. lastly, Rimah's house at Pioneer. Supposedly, we were to go to Aqilah's and Risa's but there werent enough timlast home rumah Rimah,. Finally! the noodle i've been waiting for the whole day. Mee Hoon Goreng Putih aka Seafood mee hoon. aha. power ok. the ayam pon sedap. we enjoyed the day. but thanks to unreliable source (soory), we missed our last train home. so me, apan, eypul and halis took the last bus 30 to bedok. i alighted at Eunos and took the train. tiring ok. AND! we are going out again tomorrow. best or what. ok da. bye! Friday, October 02, 2009
Amber Lounge rocks just like F1! ; Nina. amber lounge was a blast. even though we were not allowed to party like the guests but we still had fun serving naughty guests and also some demanding ones. the first night, me, diy and rimah was allocated at the same area which made me so happy cause i was so nervous. but it turned out fun and happening. the guests on the first night was the most hip ones cause they were a bunch of crazy Caucassians. most of the time, they self service with the drinks. only some required us to go to the bar and get drinks for them. it was hillarious when some of them called us to dance with them, drink with them and many more. some of us were kissed, carried like a baby and... hmm hmm. the best part was when we get tips for our service. supposed to share among 5 but that $50 were shared among me, Diy and Rimah. hectic but crazy night. the continuos music from11pm to 6am. shiok! to these people " i love you" means nothing cause i heard that all the time throughout the night. second night was abit boring cause i was put away from the girls but near the entrance so its like i can see who ever comes in. my group of guests were family i guess. thank god the father was so kind. haha. one of the guy actually wanted to bring me some where cause i cant hear him properly it was damn loud. so, i followed him and sent him to the main entrance and ZAP! i went back to do my job. was very tiring but fun, huh? girls? back street boys paitao uh. ckp nk dtg in the end both nights, i didnt see a sight of them. girls, i asked Berry when we are our pay and he says probably on the 7th. sabar je k? ok till here. still havent received pictures from some of my girlfriends. see you guys tomorrow HA for our Raya outing. Hanan and Dian. i'll try to make it for your open house k darlas? gtg. Labels: cigarettes has been my companion this week. |