 Like any other women, I have my own idol, I want a happy life student under pressure. I want to explore Africa, marry a pilot, honeymoon in a hot air balloon and get solemnise on water! FT students are real hot. Brad Pitt and Barack Obama, they are my idol. |
Friday, October 09, 2009
; Nina. mum, i dont deserved to be called your precious daughter. im the one who shattered your dreams. im the the one who betrayed your trust. im not the one you used to know. im not the you should put your hopes on cause im no longer the girl you can rely on. im so sorry mum cause i did all that without you knowing. without your presence. i've lost all the respect i once had. to everyone. i find it hard to trust. to respect. not only to others but also to myself. im such a disappointment. i've never felt this way before. whatever it is, i still love you. and the most respected woman you are in my eye. lin, thanks for being there when i needed help most. thanks for your kindness and concern. thanks for your time. thanks for making me feel good after everything. i dont know why but you seem to be the perfect figure i can put my trust on. a friend that know for a mere 5 months. thanks for all you've done and what you've been doing. |
