Joy beneath painted rainbows




Nina Amiliah.
Like any other women, I have my own idol, I want a happy life student under pressure. I want to explore Africa, marry a pilot, honeymoon in a hot air balloon and get solemnise on water! FT students are real hot. Brad Pitt and Barack Obama, they are my idol.




Saturday, November 28, 2009
DSA ; Nina.


firstly i would like to apologise for not updating this blog as often as could cause i have a new weblog to attend to. however, im not abandoning this one just because i got a new one, just that it wont be as much. get what i mean?

ok ok. so today, had quite a tiring but wonderful awesome day as i had volunteer to helped in the DSA christmas party for my beloved HA. btw, DSA is an acronym for Down Syndrome Assn.

rushed to Eypul's house with Apan at 830am to collect the food and stuff and off to Clementi ITE at 1000hr. reached there and helped out with balloons.

ok ok to sum up everything, it was sa great day. great experience and whats most important is that it opens up my mind. nobody is perfect but that doesnt mean they cant do anything else.




Wednesday, November 18, 2009
; Nina.


be it im feeling well or not, my attendance is nowhere how i want it to be.

to start off, im absent again today. thanks to the cramp and headache im having. and whats the good news? today is SVE role play which carries 20% of my GPa grade. woah. sorry Xue Ting, my role play partner. so irritating. give me one reason why is school a must? i know the answer is obvious. pfft!




Monday, November 16, 2009
school oh school! ; Nina.


school is like a burden to me. every morning, it takes me 10 mins to think if i should go to school. and my attendance is getting from bad to worse.




Saturday, November 14, 2009
indah sekali ; Nina.


ok. so went out with boyfriend. planned to have a mini picnic for ourselves at East Coast Park, but the rain yesterday was pretty much an obstacle. so we went to MacDonald's to have lunch cause i didnt eat in the morning at all. :( so i had my McSpicy meal and he had his Double Cheeseburger. (claimed to be his favourite) -.-

anw, so we got 4 game label, the monopoly thingy. so we stick them to the paper. oh! we also got the instant win thingy, so we got free milkshake. shiok skali.

and the rain was still pouring. still, we made our way to the bowling place. looking at uncles striking. wth? hahha. and then we went to the arcade to watch people again. hhah you remember the para para dance thingy? haha i wonder why people play that sia. like.... -.-

so he insist on us playing atleast a game, and so we played the car game. idk whats the name. and obviously, im the loser la kn. arcade game also cannot win, how to take car licence like this. haiyo. suke uh tu you menang. :-p
then... we sat at this bench watching the rain, ripples, splashes and cars and started asking stupid questions (as always) like.. why must the water splash? haha. thanks eh for not answering.

and if we were to wait for the rain to stop, it'll be dark already. so we got ourselves wet, which is thank god my laptop is still working. so off we we go to Parkway Parade with the help of bus 196.
then theres this group of people giving away free milk. sungguh i tk minom susu ok so i gave it to boyfriend.

i was looking for an aquarium shop in parkway but there isnt any. so i started nagging, "harap je besar, aquarium pon tkde" haiyo. boyfriend shake head. and then we went to pastamania to se if we want to get something to eat, but nah uh we didnt buy any. then we went to marks and spencer cause he wants to get a sock. -.- then this lady in there giving away free flowers. idk what flower it is la, its in yellow anw. boyfriend asked me to take but i refused, cause... i dont like flowers ok? unless its black rose. :)

and then we walked pass alot of jewellery shops, so we were looking for rings. and i told him about this ring that i like.

him: "tak suke gold eh?" i shake head.
me: "gold mcm makcik makcik uh" he gave me that face.
him: "white gold kn tk boleh jual?
me: "da beli nk jual buat ape? pki jelah."
him: "tkla, tp kn mcm tk worth it gitu?"
me: "tkpe la, i beli nk pki ape. bkn nk jual
him: "ok"


then.. we went to Giant, to.. idk for what la that man. kt Giant pon jd jln jln. then we went to this minced pork area and i said, lets try cooking sambal babi. hahaha.
after that to Cold Storage because we wanted to have sushi. but not many option la. like nothing like that.

then to harvey norman cause boyfriend feeling feeling nk beli laptop. haha. result kasi kluar dulu ok. haha. :)

we wanted to buy sushi at Ichiban Sushi but the shop was closed. so unlucky that day. :( ke wanted to munch munch but dont know what. belo uh you. i started nagging again and he shake head again cause i've been nagging alot. sorry uh. haha.


finally! out from parkway pardae, we went to, marine parade promenade. there's an aquarium. so we went to look for goldfishes! i like the one named, Red Cap, so cute. :)

in the end, he bought popiah and then sent me home. penat ok. haha but best la.

bile nk jumpe lagi ni?
ok gtg.
anw, idk why but school is getting boring.




Wednesday, November 11, 2009
-.- ; Nina.


"bila harus menangis, aku akan menangis. Namun airmata ini telah habis"
if i have to leave you one day, not because i stop loving you. i just stop showing it.




Tuesday, November 10, 2009
focus. ; Nina.



13th Nov - submission of LFS video production. (not fully done)

28th Nov - DSA christmas party (volunteer)

24th Nov - visit to Karcher
12th Nov - career fair @ Simei ITE

4th Dec - submission of ETP boutique hotel project (researching)

4th Dec - HSM test


tight schedule, so tell me when can i start working at Conrad? i need that income pls. haha. i need to start saving already for bf's birthday. :)




im yours ; Nina.



i never expect us to come this far. i didnt have any clue when we first start from scratch. but you are just you. you gave me ample of time to show you myself, my real self. you are just so patient that i cant find a reason to make you leave me. i never want to let go of your arms when you wrap them around me. i like the pressure you put on it, its just so tight that i want to stay in it, for as long as i can.

i like it when you are sleepy, you look like a drunkard. i know thats weird, but i just like it the way you are. i never post an entry about you, but today im very proud to tell the whole world that i have such a boyfriend like you.

you are: -
soft-spoken
patient
loving
idiotic
admirable

you never shout at me ( so far). i love it when you call me baby. its just the tone of your voice. its so nice to listen to.

we've come this far, to this stage, the endurance, the sacrifices we made. it'll be a waste if we let the others come crushing it down. you left me once, and that was enough. not anymore and i'll make sure it wont happen again.

i've never loved someone this much. i've never felt this way before.
you never complain about my pimples (hahah). you never said i look ugly eventhough i feel i am at times.

i love you, bodoh!

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Monday, November 09, 2009
love ; Nina.





i love you when you appreciate what i do.

when you compliment me for what i wear.

when you call me names.

when you laugh at my stupid jokes and faces.

when you dont do things i ask you to just because i ask to cause you dont like it.

when you are angry at me for being not being jealous.

when you are not shy to introduce me to your friends and family.


in short, i love you because you appreciate me for what i am. :)




Sunday, November 08, 2009
; Nina.


a life was killed.
no one knew.
no one asked.
she kept quite.
and that's a nightmare.
it keeps on haunting her.